confessions!2008

To everyone that reads this feel where im coming from. We as males have this problem called are EGOs and PRIDE.We let that take over who we really are as people and as a man.It took me a long time to realize that.It took many mistakes and m...any hearts ive broken,and many lonely nights, and loves lost just understand. ive truely figured out what was wrong and it was infront of me my hole life.all the stress ive went through all the stress ive put them through, all the yelling the crying, all the its your fault not mines shit. Thinking i could do no wrong. But if i only stoped and looked at a mirror for a second, if we all just look in the mirror for a second.We all would realize that ,the person infront of u is u..Dont look no where else for ur problems to blame the next. Dont point the finger just repent and change for the better. The lord helps those that help there self. ive helped my self and im trying help everyone that reads this blog this is my confession to all the women ive ever loved for all the women that have loved me back you all played a big part in my life and i wish that i could take back each and every time ive ever hurt anyone of u."IM SORRY"!!!!As God is my witness "IM SORRY" i just wish each one of u could be with the person i am now.So much smarter so much my caring more loving more understanding. Today is was thinking to myself i said "am i soft now or am i weak" what is wrong with me . im really not my self anymore the stuff i used to get madd at i dont get madd at anymore the stuff i onced cared so much about dont really mean nothing to me anymore damn i guess this is what they mean when they say ur finally growing up.And i give all the glory to God and the onces that loved me so much and u know who u are.To all the guys in the world treat ur women with respect ,hold them, love them, kiss them , like u never wont to let them go tell them there beautyful . dont tell them u bomb say ur beautyful. be with ur women every single day like it's your last. because one day it will be and u gone be wishing u could have change things and wishing u could take this back or that back and u cant. u cant turn back the hands of time so make them right while u can i use to have regrets i dont anymore im just thankful to have had the women in my life when i had them because they all played a beautyful part in making me who i am today and i thank them so much and i just want to say "I LOVE ALL OF U WITH ALL MY HEART" And thank u for the love that u gave me. And for those who have hatred in ur heart or u dont forgive get it out of u.Because if u dont forgive then God wont forgive u.REMEMBER that u have to forgive to be forgiven. Well i thank God for making me able to to type this for everyone to see God bless. Amen Thank