Worst and Best thing that ever happen to me

one of the worst and best things that ever happen to me malauni brown. For everyone who wondering and always wanted to ask no she is not my biological daughter she may look like me but she is not mine. She is Brittany Evans daughter which is my Ex. Malauni has been apart of my life sense she was about 5 to 6 months she is 2 now. No words can explain the feeling i feel for her i feel like that's my daughter i treat her like my daughter she has taught me how to love. she taught me more what love is actually. i was 23 years old no responsibility no nothing in the world to worry about. i always said i would never even date a women with a child but loving this girl made me think different. she slept with me every night woke up with me everyday its hard to let go of a person because of what the parents go through let alone a child. she didn't ask to be apart of my life God did that for me and her and it sucks we both have to suffer because of parents doing. i don't know how i would feel if this lil girl wouldn't have came into my life i have twins of my own now with a person who will always remain nameless, but i love my kids my situation maybe hard having twins and not being with the baby mom but hey that's life.i just hate that i was brought into a lil girl life and now its like i have to let go because of issue between me and the mother. I'm 24 for Christ sake and she 21 why cant be adults and clear the air? to be real with you ill keep it 300 i never wanted separation from her in the first place i loved her and malauni dearly and would have died for the both of them, but the devil works hard when love is that strong for one or the other he broke it apart for various reason that i will bring up sooner or later. but like i said it just sucks i have to not be in a child's life because of the situation and baby dad drama. i love her dearly as far as she and everyone else is concern fuck that,she is my daughter. I'm her daddy ju ju and i love her. its the best thing that ever happen to me because she has taught me so much and the worst because she not in my life anymore and i think about her all day everyday and i have no control because at the end of the day she is not mine. But at times i swear to God i wish she was!!!